I was reading through the forum threads and I chanced opon this. Hope it is useful >.< source: From singaporebrides.com "it's at bugis green.think it's the land opp bugis junction near tan quee lan. 30th mar - 1 Apr 12pm to 10pm daily. to register, send your enquiry to bows@citrusmedia.com.sg"

awake…my laptop got infected by “worm” a moment ago and the processing was as slow as a turtle…

after marriage…we would love to turn in early..we can’t longer sleep as when we like…

we tried to sleep at the same time so we can chit chat and casually what we had encountered for the day…we will sleep after we give each other assurance that the coming day is going to be a better one…some encouragement before dozing off can help relieve some stress…

(now, the adaware programme is still scanning my laptop for any spyware. You can click here if you need any anti-spyware programme. It is absolutely free.)

I’m dozing off and my eyes are heavy.

Yeah..the scan progress is about 88% complete…got to getr eady to go to bed…goodnight all >.<

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“I will do my best to give you whatever you deserve…” it was a statement that this man once told a woman.

Though they had only been married for barely 12 years before cancer took this man away from mother and son, the man had left a deep impact in how to love the wife in the son.

When I looked back these 13 years after this man had passed away, I will never forget what my mom told me about this man…yes, you are right…this great man is non other than my dad.

Despite him not being with me (physically), my mother had told me of great stories of how my dad had taken care of her…not by monetary terms….or material needs..but the endless love and concern that he had showered over both me and mom…

He once told my mom that though he may not be very rich, but he swore to my mom that he would do his very best to give what my mom deserves….what does she deserves is not important…

how would you feel if the man you love tell you this statement one day?

I were experiencing a mixture of feelings at this point in time…sadness…anxiety…gladness…

sad that a great artist could no longer draw and share his wonderful art pieces with the world…

anxious as in unsure how my colleague will be feeling when sending off her rbother for the final time…

glad that there won’t be any more suffering for this noble person…

my colleague’s brother had some illness and three days ago, there were a relapse and he left the same night…

it reminded me of how my father passed away 12 years ago due to lung cancer and he got a brain tumor growing behind his right eye on the day he died…

as much as we wanted him to go peacefully so that he no longer need to suffer, I long for me to be with me…to see me graduate…to see me get married…to be there for me during my greatest lfie transitions…

I can’t forget…as my llife unfolds, I have to remember him …vividly in my mind….reminding myself how much I have missed him…

no one knew I teared a couple of times when I remembered my dad on our wedding day

Sudden death had constantly reminded me of the fragility of life…as much as we want to live to the full life expectancy, who can guarantee it?

All I can do right now…is to llive a full life as if it is my last day of my death…cos no one can know what will happen tomorrow. can you?