Today my colleague’s brother can rest in peace

I were experiencing a mixture of feelings at this point in time…sadness…anxiety…gladness…

sad that a great artist could no longer draw and share his wonderful art pieces with the world…

anxious as in unsure how my colleague will be feeling when sending off her rbother for the final time…

glad that there won’t be any more suffering for this noble person…

my colleague’s brother had some illness and three days ago, there were a relapse and he left the same night…

it reminded me of how my father passed away 12 years ago due to lung cancer and he got a brain tumor growing behind his right eye on the day he died…

as much as we wanted him to go peacefully so that he no longer need to suffer, I long for me to be with me…to see me graduate…to see me get married…to be there for me during my greatest lfie transitions…

I can’t forget…as my llife unfolds, I have to remember him …vividly in my mind….reminding myself how much I have missed him…

no one knew I teared a couple of times when I remembered my dad on our wedding day

Sudden death had constantly reminded me of the fragility of life…as much as we want to live to the full life expectancy, who can guarantee it?

All I can do right now…is to llive a full life as if it is my last day of my death…cos no one can know what will happen tomorrow. can you?