My Heart Bleeds for You but It will Stay Strong for You

After I received an email a moment ago, I have decided to dedicate this post is to my Dearest elder sister .

To my Dearest Sister, this post is only for you to understand:

"I'm writing now as your dearest younger brother who respects you so much. It is a pity that I won't be seeing you soon though I badly wanted you to. I can imagine that, if I see you, I would like to give you a big hug.

Every moment, I think of your well-being. Every moment, I'm worried for you and your health. Every moment, I wonder where you are. I think I'm just like the other "Him" who constantly worries for you.

After reading your email, I'm so saddened by the fact that I can't help you but only to read your email again and again and try very hard to understand the struggles you are going through.

I'm speechless at this point in time. My mind is blank as I struggle to type out how I really feel and how badly I want you to come even though I know it is best for you that you don't.

Right now, I just want to give you a tight hug, as how a younger brother will give to a much-respected older sister.

Right now, I just want to pray that everything will goes well for you. I just want to pray that your health will be better. I just want to pray that your stress will go away.

My dear sister, I know it is tough for you to be going through all these. I hope you bear in mind that you have a younger brother here who you can always confide in.

As I'm typing this post, I'm controlling my tears so that I can clealry type out what I want to and what I'm actually feeling. But my feelings seem to be confused.

I thank you for your email and the compliments that come along with it. I will remember what you say and I wish you well."